Monday, June 06, 2005
we are brown
i'm fast losing interest. its unbelievable how interest can be lost like this, but the whole process of waiting and knocking and never hearing just puts people off. i want to yell at the stupid voice at the other end of the line, how rude she's being about this whole thing. once, i really wanted this. but with the way this is going, my interest is waning. perhaps i should call up and just tell them to cancel my application, so that i won't have to go through the agony; or rather, the inconvenience, since it's long gone past the stage of agony, of uncertainty. do i actually want to recieve a letter of rejection and be happy? or do i want to recieve a big brown package and not even want to open another dilemma onto myself? its so tiring, it really is.
Posted by i confound myself at 3:11 pm
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